ok so im in guard at MHS nd we had a competition yesterday in santa cruz
i had fun nd stuff wit my frend Dominick nd ya so on my way bak home i was riding bus #2. we stopped at Casa De Fruta nd lik mebe 10 to 15 mins after we left we hear tht the bak window of bus #1 was smashed and broken so we pulled aside nd we tried to figure out wat was goin on
When we pulled aside into this place i get a txt frm my frend M.( nt gonna use full names) he ses tht the GV busses r bein shot at. I get freaked out nd them my frien A. calls to make sure im ok. I tell her im fine nd ask if anyones hurt.(thnkfully no one was)finally we c the GV busses nd i c dat one window is craked were kids sit nd dat on the nxt bus the window is craked wit a HUGE hole. Soon evryone piles into the dif bussses(we were squished. on our way home after evrythiing i txt joel nd tell him to txt bak asap. after a few mins i finally just call his house nd he answers. soon evrything just spills out( incl. tears) he tells me to calm down nd askes if i hav told my bf. i say no dat i dnt wanna break down wen i call so he calls him nd leaves sum msgs. the whole point of me typing this is cuz i hav been wit my bf for bout 4 months nd im happy nd i luv him but im nt IN love wit him. wile calling joel i realized dat im IN love wit joel. i hav been since 6th grade but he onli thinks of ma as a lil sis nd today i txtd him asking wat he thot/felt wen i called him yesterday "oh man i really dnt knw...it was instant fear for u and was scared dat sum1 got hit and i was inraged so much..i was shaking dats how bad it was..i wanted to find out who did it nd rip them a new one" so im confused wether he thinks of me as a sis or more. i mean he;s buying me a sk8 board nd teachin me nd he wnts to show me how to drive too so... idk if u hav any advice it is mch needed and apreciated